Here is where I get a lil deeper in my thoughts and let it all go. Enjoy.
THESE WALLS ~9/23
What or whom else knows me the best?
Seeing the tears that fall,
The glimmer in my eyes with simple smiles
The pain I’ve endured or the Joy that overcomes me
Going through each day with new life lessons
Sure to not make the same mistake as before .
Here in this room is where I learn my self worth
I learn love
I learn respect
I learn loyalty
I learn self-determination….
Being alone , me and my continued thoughts, Content
But the world outside continues to bang at my door
Telling me that what I am is wrong
How is Live is wrong. . .
How I speak is wrong . . .
How I love is wrong. . .
How I live MY Life is wrong ,
But I remain quite as if no one is home.
They don’t know what goes on in these walls
. . . They are wrong
At the end of the day dealing with myself .
I look in mirrors and ALL I see is me.
There is no denying or attempts to flee , ME
I am who I am
I will be what I will be
I will say what I want
And I will feel what I will
Learning each day how to love myself even more
No longer do I mind the mockingbirds
Inside I have my own song, my own way
Inside These walls iswhat knows me best
And I don’t mind if that’s how it will stay.
Tears use to fall
affects like novacaine
only for awhile, it eases the pain
just to feel it all again
just like the sails in the ocean
never knowing how much more you can take
but He is the calm after my storms
holding me with warm embrace
the best I ever had
the joy and my smiles
the flaws and all
He is my rock and my friend
to have such a troubled soul
He still loves me
Thank you God for him.